Belonging (part 2)

This is "part 2" because there is another one that I wrote a bit more than one year ago here. I guess this topic will come up regularly as I go through changes in life...

Recently, a thought regularly came up in my head that said: "They don't need you here. maybe it'd be good to plan to go home after this."

A background story - I'm currently studying abroad on an Erasmus Mundus Master's program that will end in June 2025 (if all goes well), and I'm starting to explore how I feel about looking for jobs in Europe afterwards. That was how the thought came up.

I'm not sure if it's just my brain finding ways to not make me feel too anxious about looking for jobs, or if it is something I really feel and believe in.

Maybe because I don't feel that I belong here and maybe I don't like the cold if I have an option to not live somewhere cold.

And maybe that's life, where all these reflections would come up to distract me from something... I'm not sure. We'll see, I guess. I still have some time to explore how I feel and see whether there are opportunities I feel strongly about.