Heartbreaks

I'm not feeling it today, but I want to get some writing out and see where it goes.

By "it", I mean "broken" and "devastated". Along with some "anger" and "sadness", but that's normal for going through heartbreak, I think.

I also want to acknowledge that this is not too big of a problem compared to what is happening in the world at the moment.

I hope some of the words from the pictures above help you feel a bit better if you are going through a heartbreak too. I'm no expert in love, and I usually love too much, then get a bit too attached and be so vulnerable, and that tends to scare my partner away.

I'm still learning how to trust and love, and not be too much of something. I'm still unlearning a few things from my past relationships too, such as:

• Someone can love me and not cheat, even if it's a long-distance relationship. OR

• I should prioritize my wants and needs, and feel comfortable being around my partner. I should make sure to observe if I'm me around them, or if I'm only doing things that make them happy.

I then started to try looking internally at why I do what I do. It could be from past experiences, traumas, incidents, or people, and I can keep blaming everything externally. BUT I think what would be more productive is to look internally, focus on what I enjoy, and what I'm passionate about, go on about my life, and if love happens, then it happens.

I also came across this article that helped me feel a bit better, and I hope it does for you too, in case you are going through a similar thing. Sending hugs and healing energy your way.